miLLiE

it’s been 2months cmula ng mang iwn ka…
dmi ko n gus2 ko ikwn2 sau!! dmi2 nah nangyyre smen!!! bt gnon!! kala
ko ba wlng iwnan… ed mdya ka tlga.. soooobbbrrraaa!!! dmi p nten
plans rmmber? pnta ptau dsney land, mgttayo ng call center, mgppakasal
tau in Baguio Cathedral(ow.. pra konti lng bisita) pg 27 yrs old
ntau..kya nga hnhayaan kta mang chix eh! pra ienjoy muna nten buhay
nten, xe bta pnmn tau..pro lam nmn nten n mgkakabalikan at mgkkblikan
tau.. taz mgkakaron tau ng 3 babies…. asn knba?

ed ang skit2
eh… wla png 1 linggo kitang pnpbyaan, gnun n nangyre sau… sorry..
sorry ksi hnd kta pnahalagahan.. sorry kz hnd man lng kta pinaglaban..
pinamigay lng kta.. :c kala ko kc dun k mggng masaya eh,,.. kala ko kc
dnkta nppasaya.. alm kong dmi ako pagkukulng kya hnhyaan kta.. sna nga
naging selfsh nko!! sna inangkin ntlga kta.. tma kah.. sna
pinaghigpitan nkta!!

ang
kitid tlga ng utak ko, til now dko lam kng ppno ako ggcng s umga ng
wala ka… dko pdn mtnggp n wla kana.. feelng ko mgkaglit lng tau or
wlang lod.. ed aaaang hrap2 tlga!! kala ng mga tao ok nko.. ung tipong
nka smyl lage,twa n ko ng tawa.. 4 sure kng ikw nd2, kht anong gwn kong
smyl, kht anong gwn kong tawa pg my pblma ako alm mo.. ed nmn eh..

mgkkta
ptau nun dba, bibili ptau ng snake,mgshppng ptau s sale… bt gnon? bt
kc ikw pah…bt kw p ung nwala… :c lage mu cnsbi n wg pbbyaan srili,
kw nmn ngpabaya… stagal n pgssma nten nramdamn ko ung pgmmhal mo ed..

kw lng ung taong nkakakilala s buong MiLLie… nang iwn kpa..
ung taong nkakaintndi skn.. pg mali ako, mali tlga.. ung taong nver
akong iniwan..

mis ko n ed2ko… ung 2wang 2wa n inaasar ako,
2wang 2wa pg glit nko(xe ang kyut ko dw mglt)hmp, ung kaagaw ko s tv
2wng 3pm(totally spies vs spngebob), ung ed2ko na seloso..ung konting
drama lng, e nauuto nko.. pg glit, thmk nko.. ung iloveyou na wlng
ktapusn… asn n un? bt bglang nwla!!! kala ko mggng madali skn  ang
lhat…

kala ko aftr nun wla nah… ed.. oo ang dmi2 pwd
pumalit, bta pko eh.. pro nhhrpan ako.. nhhrapan ako xe lam ko s srili
kong ikw pdn..
sbi ko tkot ako msktan, pro ed mbabaligtad eh,,.. ako ung mkka skit….
till now dko pdn tnggap.. lage ktang kinakausp pro dko sure kng
nririnig mo ko.. hnd kumpleto arw ko ng hnd kta nkakausp.. praning n
nga ko tlga!! dmi2 ko pwd manahin un pah…!! hmp..

bsta kng asn kman… alm kong msya kna… ed Mhal n mhal kta!! :c ssooobbbrraaa!! ala n mkkpg bgo nun…iLoveyou sooo much ed!!

You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.

To lose you was worth it,
although I wasn’t sure,
it seemed to make me happy,
but still so insecure.

We always said Forever
we would take it to the end
never give it up
but this time my heart couldn’t mend.

It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied
I had to say "we’re through."

I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last
but now all we have
are memories from the past.

So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see
a girl so broke inside
who’s been through misery.

And now I’m moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I’m starting to forget
by reminding myself, how you lied!

I have somebody new
someone to treat me right,
to talk to lovingly
and to hold on to all night.

He’s there for me when I need him
to give me love and support
to hold me close and wipe away
all my signs of hurt.

To talk me softly every night
and let me know he’s there
to call me just because,
just tell me that he cares.

Now here I go again
fallen so hard, so deep
but this time it’s different,
this is one I want to keep!

I don’t love you

I just think you’re special

In a certain way

It’s not about the way you look or How you carry yourself

But I think it’s because of the unique person dip inside

In all ways u r dear 2 me

Its not bec I think of u most of d tym

Nor I imagine being wid u when im alone,

Or even spend my quiet moments recalling wat we talked about

D funny things we did yup,

I wud admit it was fun being wid u

But still I don’t love u dats it

However I do admit (and u my call it knda strange)

dat dis feeling is something new and exciting

knowing u is such a kick deed inside

Ok, ill further admit it,

I long 4 Ur company and

I want 2 be wid u most of d tym like shall we say.

All the time,

down d line I want dis feeling 2 stop

it will kill me if it does

Ok ill stop pretending

I don’t just love u…

I love you so much

itz alredy 11:04..haaayyy keln kya akoh mkk2log?!?! hehe..haaaayyy

mNsaN gs2 q ng bumitAw kC kakapg0d na anG umYak at uMasa nG wLa nMan aQng pNanghahawaKan.. pr0 laM m0 kunG bkT di q mgaWa?? DhL hnihintaY q pa run uN pnah0ng..mpag0d aQng mhaLin kTa..
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nagHhntaY ka khT di m Lam kuNg mY hinihintaY ka ngA.. nSSaktAn ka dhL nDi mo tLaga sYa kYang iWan.. iBa na anG mHaL nYa pr0 Lgi ka pa rin umaAsa.. mSkt pr0 oK Lng.. waG ka nG mGtaka.. mHal mo? DBa?
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iT hurts 2 saY guDbyE 2 a prS0n wh0m u almost gave uR lyF 2.. kn0wing daT life w0n’t bE d same w/ouT hiM.. buT it’S better 2 giV uP d feeling rather daN fyT kn0winG daT uR d only 0nE fyTing..
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LhaT nG gnaWa mo tiniiS q, lHat ng pGkukuLang m0,pinuNa q.. nGpapakatAngA n nGa aQ,nGtitiiS at naGsesery0so pr0 bkT gan0n? iKw pA ang maY gaNang lumay0,,dBa dpaT aQ?
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s buHay mRaming kYlangaN pBayaan at pkAwaLan.. mraminG sKt anG kYlanganG mtKman.. pr0 paN0 q ngA ba ppgiLan ang pus0 q na mhaLin ka kung khT na gs2 na ktang iwan aY pauLit-uLit kTang binabaLikan?
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mRami bSes k nG nsaKtan. An0 paNg gnagaWa m0 jan? piNagtatabuYan ka nA ngA, piLit m0 pa rin siYang pinaGLaLabaN. MaNhiD ka Ba? NDi ka nYa mhaL. NDi ka nYa puEdeng mHaLin dhL akin ka pA..
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mgKaibiGan p b taU? Prang nDi na eH.. nDi na taU k2Lad ng daTi. N0on kC,nanjaN ka,nand2 aQ, mhaL ktA,ewaN q kunG aQ mnahaL m0. pr0 ngay0n nDi q aLm, nSSaktaN n yaTa aQ na aQ lnG ang nagmamahaL…
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nDi aQ umiiyaK s hRap mo pr0 laM q na pgTaLik0d m0, pnCn m0 anG mgA pgpataK ng Luha q, nDi ka buLag aT LaLo nDing aQ. Pr0bLema Lng,, nDi m0 laM na iKw anG iniiyaKan q..
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aLaLa m0 daTi nunG mgktbi tau.. sB m0 mil wLng iwaN ah?” eH nsaN ka na ngay0n??!! aq khT wLa aQ s tbi mo mY sasabihiN aQ,,, “nand2 p rin aQ,,ikW nsaN ka na?”
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mskit icpn n kht gno p kt kmhaL d pwdng mgng tau kht ikw n Lng ngppsaya skn d m0 q kyng mhLin kc mhaL kta mhaL m sya mhaL k dn nya an0 png Lbn q wLa n dba?
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bkt pg wLa na..sKa m0 ha2napin? pero pg nanjan d m0 nMn pnpnCn.. nung mHaL k nya ayaw mo sa knYa.. at ngaun wLa na cya.. mhAL m0 din pLa..
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wg m0ng sbhing mhaL mk0 hbng sya anG mnmhaL m0… wg m0ng sbhng nmi2s mk0  hbng sya anG iniicp m0 at mskt icpn n hbng nhu2Log ak0 sy0 sya aNg cnsL0 m0…
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Pwd mk0 Lok0hn pr0 wg k pphuLi skn, pwd mk0 pLitn cGurdhin m0ng ms mhL m xa skn, pwd mk0 i1 pr0 cGrdhin m0ng kya m0 kz pg aq s0brng nsktn La k ng bbLikan.
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Hnd ak0 umaasang mgng 1 mhlgng ta0 sy0ng buhay.. Ngunit umaasa ak0 n balng arw, mrnig m mn lng pnglan k0, ngi2ti ka’t ssbhin mong.."MINAHAL AKO NYAN!!"
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Mahal kta kh8 anng mngyari. kh8 d m na q mahal kh8 my mahal k nng iba kh8 aqy nkalimutan m na. MAHAL p rn kta
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w8 nyo nah lng iba……

GARAPALZZZzzZZ!!!

0w3ng = comedian ng matthias.. tlgang mttwa kah dyn.. also known as PAPA CASALME…

Jami3 = xa c MAMA CASALME.. ang taong super ingay..hehe.. lalo nah pg nki2p my 2 clang anak.. c orange gurl..

Gretchen = isa s mga garypalzz toh…CHEN2 twag d2.. nku ingat keo dyn.. lagot keo ky MAMANG SUNDALO.. hehe.. certified adik..

LsTeR = ang pnka sablay sa rum.. haayy.. hari ng sablay..nyaha.. pminsn lng my mgwang mtino yan.. and isa s mga torpe yan… JUN2,kptid nya c chen2..

Lovely = hmm.. dting ka luv team ni lster..nyahaha… Pusit ng klase..hehe..cpag pumsok..nyahaha..

dianne = pnka close ni LvELy.. kla nyo thmik yn.. pro nku bungangera din yn.. suuupppeeerrr… pwd ng model ng kLase.. pwd nah..

gary = nku plging ktbi nila jmie at dianne, ang hari ng mga chizmozo.. ang dming alm nah chizmiz.. grabe.. kya nga nagkroon ng garypallzzz eh..

Bertho = dncer din kgya ni gary,  ang bf ni chrmyne..hehe.. ang hilig nyn pumwesto s my bndang likod.. s my pinto.. pra simoy agad..

mark =  also known as kellogs.. or kelly.. haayy.. c mr. BEAutiful..hehe..c corps.. hilig kumain.. hehe..

merrile = one of the mcpag nah tao sa matthias.. c asim yan..hehe.. and medyo my pgka sensitive..

millie = akoh un…plgi kong nkktbi s merille.. borjjj twg nya skin.. merrr twg koh s knya.. nyahaha.. certified adik ng matthias..one of d bungangera s matthias..

carla = npka garapal ni2ng taong toh.. prang wla ng bukas kung mgslita..hehe.. top 2 ng klase..nyahaha..

eting = ang pnka close ni crla.. at pnka thmik s klase.. pro nku.. nsa loob ang kulo..nyahaha..nka2loko yan 2mwa..

andrea = ang super adik s rum.. adik s pag aarl,inet,pag gagala at kng ano2 pah..ang top 1 ng 3rd yir… certified adik din toh..

kevin = ang pres ng klase… and sumtyms also known as KUMPLIKADOR.. peace out.. nyahaha.. at pnka icp bta s rum…

laurnze = ang nobyo ni chen2(kunyri lng).. mhilig s cartoons yn.. at comedian din yn.. ang my complete attndnce sa matthias..

chrisnelle = plgi ksma ni laurnze.. haha.. c crush koh yn.. kso suplado.. nyahaha.. isa s mga taong mhlig mag cpa..

martin = "BUDJjJ".. ang don PILAYpo ng machas.. at ang taong super psaway.. feel nah feel kmain ng bubble gum…

billy = ang pnka mttnda s lhat.. hehe.. also known as "BILLY LOLO".. peace..hehe..i2 nmn super lpitin ng awy,ang tpang kz mxdo eh..

rushelle = dncer nmin yn.. rochelle kw bah yn?!?! hehe… russel ang basa s nme nyn..

kristoffer = c kline.. ang pmbato ng rum pg dting s mga skul activities.. s mga dnce cntest.. ang kbit ni jmie.. hehe..at ang my mkpal nah kilay smin…

leonard = ang frog ng rum… Palaka-Palogan.. nyhaha.. peace ulit..

MC = m-chi.. haayyy.. kla moh thmk pro kng 2mwa nkktwa… s twa kah nya mttwa.. prang hinihika.. hehe..

joan = ang icp bta s rum.. e1 koh bah dyn..hehe..tpos ang plging my candy..hingian ng cndy ng bayan..

yukari = YUKASHI..pinaghalong yukari takeshita.. yukashi for short.. ang 50/50 smin..gurl?!boy?! hehe.. e1 koh..isa pah yn.. nku mnsn lng pmsok yn..

karlito = ang babaeng.. lalake!?!!? haaayyy e1 koh bah dyn!?!? LITO?!?!

vincent = "meteor"….hehe….

ryan = SCHOLAR ng matthias… c kuya ng lhat… cpag pumsok.. wlng kzng cpag.. MONSTER

mitchelle = michelle..kw bah yn?!? isa pah s kolar nmin.. at ang baka nmin..kya nga my fresh milk kmi olweiz eh.. hehe…

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haayy.. adik tlga.. 10:13pm 04/28/05 nah..haha..skto yan..18 dayzz nah lng mag bbrthday nah me..haaay ang hirap ng buhay.. bkit gnun..  pg dting s relaxon o prblma ng iba naayos koh.. o kya nkk2long akoh.. bkit s srili koh hnd?!?! srili kong relaxon hnd koh maauz.. ang hrap nmn ni2.. twg nah nga skn dr. luv pro bat gnun hnd koh kyang gmutn srili koh.. e1 koh bah.. tpos ung isa koh png inaayos nagkkgulo.. kso prang akoh ung naapektuhan.. xmpre kaibgn koh cla prho..  pg my pinpsbi nah msma ung isa,hnd koh msbi dun s isa.. noh bah toh ang hirap tlga.. haaaayyy… thnx for reading aaahhh…                 

haaayyyyyy… itz 3:00 pm…gnun b ko tlga khrap mhlin?! gngwa koh nmn ung dpat eh..pro bkit gnun.. bkit nilo2ko p rin akoh?! siguro nga tnga nah kng tnga.. bkit kz hnd kta kyang iwn eh.. hrap hrapan n kong nilo2ko, ginagago, tinatnga… pro bkit gnun?! mhal ko p rin xa… kulang bah ung pgmmhal n bnbgy koh!? oh tnga lng tlga koh!?!? paulit ulit nah lng kz eh.. pro bkit gnun?! ang tpang tpang koh, gngo moh n nga akoh eh..pro bkit d kta kyang awyin.. bkit moh b koh gnganito?! sbi moh mhal moh koh pro kit gn2!??!